restoration in progress
It’s funny how God speaks. Sometimes it’s loud and clear, other times it’s in a whisper but it’s always in His timing. Sometimes He speaks through Scripture, other people, nature, prayer–there are so many different ways. However, I’d have to say He’s never spoken to me quite like this before. He spoke to me through a sign…yes, a literal sign (Pictured on the right).
There’s a nature reserve within walking distance of where we live. We often walk, play or I ride my bike through it. I’ve taken this same path and passed this same sign numerous times while riding my bike. But the other morning it was different. I don’t know what it was about this time–maybe it was the quiet morning or the coffee I drank. While those could have been factors, I have no doubt it was also God’s timing.
The part of the sign that caught my attention was the title that read, Restoration in Progress.
Last fall, I remember walking to this park with my daughter and finding it to be irritatingly closed. There was another sign at the park’s entrance that stated, “Controlled Burn.” As I read further, I found out that they do controlled burns in forests to extract and kill off the unnatural, imposturous bush allowing the forest to replenish or restore itself with organic, natural plantation.
See where I’m going with this?
I wish it were not so but often times I notice the characteristics that are not of the original God-like image I’m created in slowly creep into my being. If my being is the “forest,” then these ungodly traits are the unnatural things that slowly grow into existence. Unnoticed at first, but as they grow one by one, they begin to takeover, strangle and dim the natural, radiant beauty that God has created in me that reflect who He is.
During these times, I become increasingly aware of how I’ve made myself the center of attention, the star of the movie or the king of my own life. It’s also during these times that I’m left unsatisfied, ungrateful, and discontent.
Here’s the stark contrast I find in Scripture between these two realities of the unnatural (flesh) exchanged for the natural (Spirit):
Galatians 5:19-26
19 The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery;20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.26 Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.
I find restoration to be a process, a journey and a progression that are cyclical. Like a controlled burn in a forest, the results are temporary. The burn has to take place again and again. In our own lives, when we allow God to burn the unnatural and restore the natural, the weeds and imposturous bush of our soul creep back in until we find ourselves reliving the devastation we were in once before. It may not be the same foreign species that has overgrown the soul previously, but it results in the same central pride that suffocates the intended God-like qualities.
There are two basic schools of thought regarding this overgrowth and restoration of the soul. One side says that it’s possible to reach holiness or perfection in this lifetime. The other says it’s impossible to become completely blameless and this cycle will occur over and over until the next lifetime. I’m not sure what I believe when it comes to theological debates such as these. I don’t know if either of these views are really the point anyways.
What I do know is that I want to allow God to search, restore and refine me as often as needed. I know when I’m in that depressing self-centered state that I’m a terrible husband, father, son, friend and agent of the Gospel. I will continue to strive toward what is right and good and who knows what will happen…maybe someday in a surrendered state of being I’ll be made whole in Christ Jesus.
Until then, I have this promise to hold onto:
Revelation 21:5
5 He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
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