pb&j and nintendo

As I sat down to eat lunch today–a memory hit me.

I remember coming home from kindergarten around lunchtime and every once in a while my dad would be there to greet me.  He would make me a PB&J sandwich with a side of Conn’s Potato Chips and give me the constant beverage we had in our house, Coca-Cola Classic.  I would take my lunch into mine and Eric’s bedroom, fire up the ol’ black and white tube television and play Super Mario Bros. on Nintendo.

I’m not sure why that memory crosses my mind so often but it’s always interesting to think about my journey, how my life has changed since then and where I’ll be the next time I eat a PB&J sandwhich, Conn’s Potato Chips and tasty Coca-Cola Classic.

Thanks for the memory, dad.

dreaming in exile

If God freed our people once before, couldn’t God do it again?  And so it’s here, in exile by the river, amid the tears of despair, that God’s people begin to dream again.  Their repentance gives them hope to see a future beyond the bitterness of all they have lost.

Quote from Rob Bell and Don Golden’s Jesus Wants to Save Christians (pg. 54)

So often, we look at our own “exiles” as a bad thing.  I’m not sure that’s the case.  Sure–in the midst of things it feels hopeless and helpless especially, when you don’t know where you’re going.  However, it’s in exile when you ask yourself, “How did I get here?”  And soon enough you have a follow up question of, “Where am I going?”  And that’s when the DREAMING happens!  Right there, in the middle of exile, you dream.

If you know me well–I’m a dreamer.  I’ve had it said to me, “That’s a great idea (dream) but lets bring it down to size.”  When you’re a dreamer there’s nothing more heart wrenching and deflating than that!

It was a couple of years ago when I had the opportunity to hear a missionary from Africa speak at our church.  I have one of his quotes (something he felt God saying to him) on my white board in my office that says, “I’m tired of your small mind about my work!”  That quote blew me away.  When the God who created the heavens and the earth, night and day, every living creature and knows mankind inside and out says, “I’m tired of your small mind about my work,” to you–you probably want to be paying attention!

So, when exile is here–I will dream!  I won’t dream dreams and then, “take them down to size.”  That sounds like an insult to the Artist.  I will dream BIG dreams and EXPECT the Artist to create something mind-blowing!

fact or fiction?

It’s not often that I read fiction.  However, I purchased a book last Spring called, “The Shack” by Wm. Paul Young.  I started this book around Thanksgiving time and I’m just now finishing it–But that’s not the point!  There’s a quote in this book that I continue to think about.  The quote below is by the Jesus character in the book:

“Seriously, my life was not meant to be an example to copy.  Being my follower is not trying to ‘be like Jesus,’ it means for your independence to be killed.  I came to give you life, real life, my life.  We will come and live our life inside of you, so that you begin to see with our eyes, and hear with our ears, and touch with our hands, and think like we do.”  (pg. 149)

The more I submit myself as a follower of Jesus, the more I’m realizing that Jesus is less interested in us living like Him–He desires to re-live His life through us.  Maybe instead of asking the question, “What Would Jesus Do,” we should ask ourselves if we’ve surrendered ourselves to the One who created the moon and the stars and give Him the freedom to manifest Himself inside us.  I don’t think Jesus ever wanted an army of posers who act like Him–I think we were designed to live in Him and Him in us as one body, His body.

[step off soap box]

What are your thoughts?

a prayer as of late

Something I’ve been praying lately has completely changed my outlook toward others and life itself.  I’ve been praying along the lines of something like this:

God, give me YOUR EYES to see the injustice, the hurting, the hopeless and the helpless around me.  Give me YOUR Heart to love with.  Give me YOUR MIND to think with.  Let me be attentive to the One who already lives through me.  I want to step into YOUR STORY and join whatever you’re already doing and whatever you want to do.

This may or may not be related to my recent prayer but a week ago Julie and I went to a local produce market to pick up some groceries.  We ran into an elderly lady who was noticeably frail in her speech and in her walk.  She asked if I could lift a bag of oranges into her cart.  As I was assisting her–she went on to explain, “I just had a chemo treatment and I can’t do much.”  I asked her if there was anything else I could help her with.  She said, “No, my husband is waiting for me out in the car.”  I hope that as I performed this act–Jesus radiated through me.  I haven’t been able to stop thinking about her or praying for her.

jams (no, not the shorts)

Lately, I’ve been going over to a friend’s house to jam every other week or so.  Here’s something we threw together last week.  I’ve learned a lot within these past couple of weeks about music and recording.  Here’s another version of “That’s What He Wants From Me.”