politicians, professional christians and the inside out (disclaimer)

Disclaimer.

I hope my recent blogs in this series aren’t being “read into.”  The purpose of my posts aren’t to point a finger toward or tear down any church I’ve served with.  In fact, I consider everyplace I’ve been a blessing.  I’m truly thankful for the people and organizations who have invested relationships, time and resources toward my growth as a person and in ministry.  I’ve met amazing people–who do amazing things.  It’s a privilege to serve alongside such God-fearing people who have sacrificed their skills, talents, and abilities toward the advancement of the Kingdom and the Universal Church.

My posts, however, are reflections on experiences I’ve had or  have seen in my short time in ministry, so far.  My writings are meant to exploit and expose the parts of leadership and the view of leaders in the American church that should probably be challenged, reconsidered and abandoned.  As I continue this series of blogs (yes, there are more–not sure how many), I pray that God transforms the way leaders lead and the way leaders are viewed.  My desire is for all to be pushed toward a holistic view of the Body of Christ.  Consider this series of blogs as “the world beneath” church leadership.

By the way, I’ve made sure I have accountability in case I’m ever to go off the “deep end.”

politicians, professional christians and the inside out (pt.3)

Politicians.

For some strange reason, I’ve always wanted to be a lobbyist.  I don’t know why.  Given time and relationships, I feel like I can sway most people to my side of things.  However, I realize I may be completely disconnected from my true-self when I make that observational statement–I’d like to think I can effectively sway people like that, at least.  Nonetheless, being a lobbyist and persuading the view of an individual in the political arena about something I believe in is something I’ve always wanted to try.

But aren’t the politics and “persuasions” of being a lobbyist, manipulative?

I think I speak for most pastors when I say this–If there’s something that wears me out about church leadership, it’s the politics.  I’m not talking about choosing the color of the carpet or whether there’s enough money to repave the parking lot.  The tangible, housekeeping things can be taken care of by the latest, sexiest business model.

I’m talking about the path or direction that God has specifically pointed you toward.  So many times, the board/elders (whoever makes the final call on direction) get so concerned about the few people who are completely against the idea, direction or philosophy that God has pointed you toward, that it completely wrecks the ship.  Then, once everything comes to a halt, the church leaders are expected to do unspeakable, outrageous and probably unbiblical things.  They are asked to become politicians to sway the vote of the members, hold town hall meetings and ultimately, manipulate the few.

God speaks, points us in a direction–completely righteous.  Then, we have to use our leadership (or power) to manipulate the few who aren’t on board?  That sounds completely unrighteous to me!

In the Old Testament, the prophets would go proclaim the message God had given them by speaking and doing some pretty outrageous things.  In the New Testament, Jesus gave a choice by extending the invitation to follow him or not.  Unfortunately, we know what happened to all of them…killed.  Throughout Scripture as a whole, there’s always a choice.

a) follow God. or,
b) don’t follow God.

I’ve never read anything in Scripture, from the Patriarchs through the Apostle Paul, that causes me to believe that “manipulation” was used as a leadership technique.  Actually, I’ve found that all of the scheming and manipulating was done by those who were anti-Kingdom of God.

Believe me when I say this, I’m an includer.  I want everybody to come along for the ride–I don’t want anybody left behind (no pun intended).  Actually, I lose sleep over people who aren’t following me in ministry and how I can lead them better.  But there’s something that doesn’t sit right in my soul when expected to be a sly, scheming politician in order to advance the Kingdom of God.

12 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.13 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,14 I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.  -Philippians 3:12-14

politicians, professional christians and the inside out (pt. 2)

Offense Taken.

A couple of years ago, I had the opportunity to be part of a learning environment alongside the church staff I served with.  It was a very enriching, inspiring and humbling time where we learned about and discussed spiritual gifts.  During this time we assessed the supernatural in our own lives as well as the lives of others in the group.  While assessing and sharing our own gifts in the group, one of the pastors shared something profound.  He shared that he does not possess the spiritual gift of “pastor.”

What?  A pastor does not have have the “pastor” spiritual gift?  Then why do we call him pastor?

Think of it in the arena of a hospital.  What if anybody and everybody who worked at the hospital was called, “doctor”?

First, the doctor.  I’m sure the doctor would be pretty offended by this.  Afterall, the doctor has put in countless hours of study, residencies, and spent thousands of dollars to be set apart by educational standards and experience to be called, “doctor”.  By no means, should anybody be granted this title except for the one who has been set apart for it, right?

Now, the rest of the staff.  Can you imagine the weight of expectation and responsibility the receptionist would experience given the title, “doctor”?  Seriously, imagine somebody who’s very sick walking up to the receptionist asking for medical advice.  Pretty crazy, right?

What about the patient?  The patient would be the most misled.  Walking up to the kitchen staff and asking for surgery on their appendix would seem quite strange and really dangerous!  That experience would probably skew the patient’s view of every doctor and every hospital out there.

I wonder when we began to exploit the spiritual gift, “pastor,” by making it a job title?  Somehow, it’s become a shallow term that means more money (in a church environment) and unrealistic expectations (I’ll do a little more in-depth exploration of this in another blog).

I can’t imagine how pastors who don’t have the that spiritual gift must feel.  I’m sure at times they feel inadequate, frustrated and burnt out.  There are obvious issues and consequences, personally and corporately when working outside your God-given gifts.

It’s been affirmed in me, by myself and others that being a “pastor” is part of who I am.  In the past, it has angered me when the term “Pastor” is handed out as a superficial job title instead of recognized as a supernatural gifting.  I’m sure there are healthier ways for me to handle it but yes, offense taken.

politicians, professional christians and the inside out (pt.1)

To the lay leaders, youth workers, elders, deacons, priests, pastors and church leaders:

How’s your heart?

Secretly, I’ve always wanted to share on this topic.  I’ve been saving it for a time that I could address church leaders but I don’t think that time is coming anytime soon.  So, this is my platform.   This topic has been burning in my heart for a few years–Actually, the title of this blog is one I’ve envisioned as the title of a book that I probably won’t write.

Now that I’ve given you some time to think about it, back to the question:

How’s your heart?

Seriously.

I have a friend who has shared a memory of his teenage years with me on multiple occasions.  One time, he broke curfew that his parents enforced.  When he got home–his dad was waiting.  His dad could have jumped all over him accusing him of many different things and being quick to punish, but instead he asked one question, “How’s your heart?”

I don’t know this for sure but it seems like my friend’s dad had this idea that the inside dictates what happens on the outside.  Perhaps, the disobedience of his parents was an outward expression of something that was dark in his heart, a place that needed searched and dealt with.  Maybe his dad knew that once he dealt with this darkness in his heart, the inside would eventually change the outside.

In Scripture, Jesus has the harshest words for the religious leaders of his day.  These were the people who knew the Old Testament inside and out and followed the Law to a “T”, the Pharisees.  Jesus always questioned their “heart.”

He questioned what’s happening on the inside of the Pharisees to the point of calling them hypocrites, blind and snakes.

In Matthew 15, Jesus quotes Isaiah and says,

7 You hypocrites! Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you:

8 “‘These people honor me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me.

9 They worship me in vain;
their teachings are merely human rules.”

And later on in chapter 23 Jesus elaborates a little more on this by saying things like:

2 “The teachers of the law and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat.3 So you must be careful to do everything they tell you. But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach.4 They tie up heavy, cumbersome loads and put them on other people’s shoulders, but they themselves are not willing to lift a finger to move them.

5 “Everything they do is done for people to see: They make their phylacteriest wide and the tassels on their garments long;6 they love the place of honor at banquets and the most important seats in the synagogues;7 they love to be greeted with respect in the marketplaces and to be called ‘Rabbi’ by others.”

Their hearts had become so prideful with following the right rules instead of living with a right heart, that it lead to a fake front.  Their outward expression was just a show and the inside was just as shallow.

So, how’s your heart?

What’s happening on the inside?  You can only hide it for so long until it begins to flesh itself out.

I think everybody should be challenged by the question raised at the end of this song by Leeland.

 

student loans and ministry

Recently, I received a letter asking me to make a financial donation to the university I graduated from.  This brought up a multitude of emotions and questions that I’ve wrestled with for some time.  First of all, I’m still paying back multiple loans that I had to take out  to attend your school and will be for another ten years…at least.  How can I give you anymore money?  Second, ministry is a “profession” or a lifestyle that isn’t pursued for it’s pay scale but the call God has put on one’s life.  While I believe it’s necessary to gain an academic understanding of ministry and Biblical knowledge–I also think institutional tuition rates for somebody going into ministry are setting one up for failure before they even hit the ground running.

Consider this, a high school student senses an intense call from God to pursue ministry.  Very few churches will accept somebody without a piece of paper (a degree).  Therefore, this student has to attend a private college for a ministry degree.  Private colleges/universities are very expensive resulting in this student coming out with tens of thousands of dollars in student loan debt.  This student finds their first ministry job (usually as a youth pastor because apparently that’s entry level).  This full-time ministry job pays this new “professional,” $18,000, $25,000 (if you’re lucky $30,000) a year.  This professional is now on their own providing their own housing, food, insurance, etc.  Oh wait, six months later their first bill arrives in the mail demanding pay back for student loans.  So, what does this young professional cut from their budget in order to live?  Food?  Housing?  Insurance?

I know this is all a matter of choice and there are many different ways to pursue a career in ministry but here’s the point:  There has to be another way! Why cut off the legs of a person wanting desperately to follow God’s call on their life before they even hit the ground running?